OPEN

I have been open and full of life for a while, but today I feel full.

I just recently learned that my father left me & my sister some money and I don't want to take it. That is not what I want from him. I wanted a relationship, and daddy to chat with, and role model. And now with this new find it makes his death real for me. It burns, and I have cried more than I like to admit. So now, I am stuck...

What do I do?

My family could really use it, but have no idea what to really do with it. We really want to move to give our daughter a fresh start, a school system where she will really thrive. A fresh start for me to try new things. My husband wants to go back to school. What do we do? Where do we go?

I just know I'm open with a lot of everything, and I just want to run and fly away.