Old truck that I made really cute, and it works as a table and a show piece in my escape room. 
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Craft time
Old truck that I made really cute, and it works as a table and a show piece in my escape room.
A girls ex-scape...
I've been married 5yrs and lived on my own almost 6yrs before I got married. When you share yourself, your spirit, your life with someone you lose your space. But today, I can say I have my very own space. I can lock the door, and listen to what I want. Light as many incenses as I want, and just stare out the window. I love it. This photo is just a corner in my space, my escape room, but it says everything about me. I love it. I love room to breathe, outside of my life.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Hurt
I am extremely hurt this morning. I have let my dream slip out of my hands. I try never to ask the question of why me? Why am I punished when I try? But today, I will just cry.
My father lest this earth in Feb of this year, and with his absence in a large portion on my life, he left money. I used the money to do what I have always wanted to do... Open a YOGA STUDIO! So I did. I found a space and jumped head first. It was the greatest time for me, to see my dream come to life. All I wanted was to share what I love with other people. Share what makes me happy. But money truly rules the world. Without it you can't pay the rent, the lights, the phone, you know everything. I have been informed that my space will be gone. It will be taken from me. I maybe $60 for the entire month of October, so of course I asked for a extension to pay the rent, while pass up!
I am hurt, that all I wanted to do was have my own space to teach yoga. I didn't want to get rich, I just wanted to teach. Now I am back to doing what I did before. Hoping for a better way.
What does failure look like? Me.
My father lest this earth in Feb of this year, and with his absence in a large portion on my life, he left money. I used the money to do what I have always wanted to do... Open a YOGA STUDIO! So I did. I found a space and jumped head first. It was the greatest time for me, to see my dream come to life. All I wanted was to share what I love with other people. Share what makes me happy. But money truly rules the world. Without it you can't pay the rent, the lights, the phone, you know everything. I have been informed that my space will be gone. It will be taken from me. I maybe $60 for the entire month of October, so of course I asked for a extension to pay the rent, while pass up!
I am hurt, that all I wanted to do was have my own space to teach yoga. I didn't want to get rich, I just wanted to teach. Now I am back to doing what I did before. Hoping for a better way.
What does failure look like? Me.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
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