WHITE vs. BLACK

ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

People we must "WAKE UP." No matter what you think you are accomplishing, you will always be a BLACK individual in this country. A man had 2yrs of his life taken away for killing some dogs. Something that I can go PAY FOR! Something that looks exactly the same, I even have to register it with the city. But he lost his JOB, his FREEDOM, his BANK ACCOUNT, and his DIGINITY, because of a dog. Believe me when I say, VICK did something very stupid by even putting himself in that situation. He knew he had a huge target on his face: A BLACK rich man, with no education just where he is because he can throw a ball. HELL YEAH the first mistake you make you’re done. But then you turn around another day and a LADY, who is PAID to protect animals, she KILLS her VERY OWN DOG, and Richmond turns around and say's: "Oh it could happen to anyone. The mornings are HARD." BULLSHIT! She was WHITE. Her name is on the FRONT of the DAMN building! She was on the bandwagon to destroy VICK, and she did the exact same thing. A DOG IS DEAD! Same thing. At least some of the dogs at VICK's house lived, and were given to other homes.

This is just another example of the WORLD we live in. We are all colors, and there is always a problem. WAKE UP!!!! WAKE UP!!!! They will take you too!

I was not going to say anything about the issue, and save face, but NO!!!!!! I feel it’s my RIGHT to say what I feel.

It is pure hate. Pure WHITE vs. BLACK! It's simple; if you’re the right color your safe!

WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Confused Porch Monkey

Dear Porch Monkey; Tony G.

You are a complete example of a "Porch Monkey." A confused BLACK man, who thinks because he has a decent job, and a degree, he is equal to white folks. Look let's not kid ourselves. White people will never be on the same level as me.

They will NEVER get followed in a store, just because of their skin.

They will NEVER walk into a business and be treated unfairly because their own the "wrong" side of town.

They will NEVER be the "token" in a show, just to please the angry negro.

They will NEVER live in an area where they're the only because it's what's best for their families.

They will NEVER have to pay more than they earn, for their children to get the same education somebody else gets for free.

They will NEVER be me!

I almost hate to see this dude come around. He makes my skin crawl. He actually thinks that he's better than other black people because he went to school. Big SHIT!!!!! He actually thinks white people see him as TONY and not a Black man, who we needed in the office to make quota.

Get out of here. It has been proven over and over again, that we will never be on the same page. And to top it off, instead of keeping our community, our culture tight, we have idiots like him who believe... and I quote what he said... "We are holding ourselves back." Yes! We are the one's who own the Banks, the top colleges, the fortune 500 companies, the Major grocery stores, the Pharmacies, the Private schools, the local Doctors Offices, the majority of real estate. Yes, it's us.

I can agree with one thing. We are the problem because we can't seem to come together to make a united front. To stand together and be one! ONE COMMUNITY! ONE FAMILY! ONE CULTURE! That raises are children together. That we all go to the Black colleges, schools, and keep the intelligence in house. But no...

We have some Porch Monkey's that are determined to prove they are not Black, that they are just people.

Will sorry asshole. Your Black!

Your grow up in Peteresburg, VA.

You were raised by a single mother.

You have a good education because you wanted too.

You are not special. You are a part of something special, and if you can not see that...

Then I feel sorry for you.

And when the revolution begins, I will look into your eyes after you see the truth and say... "Welcome Home."

DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!! That's what I call a brotha' with a body. Damn!!! Yeah, I'm a happy married woman, but I ain't blind.

See... Told u!

People are crazy!

Because the 1st Lady, (who is beautiful, in shape, smart, a wonderful mother & wife dare) looks better than half of the public dared to bare her lovely legs. Stupid society must make a deal made up deal about it.

WTF????

She is a woman... First.

A person ... Second.

A mother... Third.

A wife... Fourth

A Black woman... Fifth.

and then so on and so on....

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Then the first lady.

Grow the Fuck up!

She looks good, and who the hell are we to tell someone to put something on.

Look at this fools....

ummm....

Depressed... Sad... & Confused

I am sad, confused, and a little deflated.

I try to do the right thing. Be positive, and encourage myself to continue with my goals and dreams. But every time I turn around I am being SLAPPED in the face. How does the weak, the untalented, the evil, and the selfish grow, get rewarded, and even live a altogether better life.

I opened my second business recently. Something I really wanted to do for a long time. I took money that I should have used for my daughter's future, but being who I am... I took $4000.00 and counting to start a business, and shit is just thick. I have supported local businesses throughout the Richmond area, especially Black owned. And have any of them stop by a class. No! My own sister, who lives in My house, sleeps in a bed she didn't even work for, or even deserve, can't watch her niece. My daughter. Because she's to busy sleeping and fucking complaining. We're still covering bills that don't benefit us at all. Because we have too.

Where the FUCK is the break???

How did the stupid, childish, uncaring, and unreliable get in line first? Believe me, when I say I have been through the shit. I have lost a home, lost jobs, money, lost my father, lost my patience and still I keep pushing. I have not quit. Even when I can't see any gain, I still push forward. And for what? To see the small people who benefit nothing and no one win. WTF???? There is a silent storm burning within me. I try to keep her quite, but time is fading, and I am losing the battle to hush her. I can no longer watch people just say Fuck it, and still go far. That's shit ain't right. And I know "Life ain't Fair", believe I heard it enough, but Damn. Where is the line?

I am not pleased in the turn out of society. I am not impressed by the idiots who run the world. I am not surprised by people who just lose it.

I am...

The WEAK....

There eyes are lonely,

and the souls are empty.

They are called the WEAK.

They eat the leftovers,

steal what is left behind

cry tears made of false hopes,

and they try to achieve nothing.

They are labeled the WEAK.

They beg for help

but never get up to reach.

They lie for good

and are truthful to no one.

They should be the WEAK.

No encouragement is given to the stupid.

No blessing are shown to he selfish.

No cares are passed to the lazy.

The WEAK are like a poison. If they are around you,

dismiss them.

Get rid of them.

They will try to turn you.

They are the WEAK.

The UGLY.

The DIED.

DAMN IT!!!!

Look, I try to be very healthy. Try to eat right, work out, and just live wholesome, so you can see it on my skin, on my face, and in my jeans.

But... the devil is real! And his name is BOJANGLES!

Look they didn't even existence here a few months ago, but now you can find them. I use to eat it like EVERYDAY in college. And now there popping up all over the place.

So... YES I had a order of fries, and a biscuit for lunch.

F%&#!!!! f$%&!!!

Now I can't eat for the next two days.... lol....

Me... Everyday!

The B&W me... At the park!
The Sexy face me... Love those earrings =)The Eating me... Who doesn't love a little dip?

The Artisty pose me.

The Everyday Mommie me.

Where the hell are we???

I have so much to say...

1st - What the Hell is going on? Everyone is the world has completely lost their minds. Why are people so selfish? Recently I just started a new business. Trying to get things off the ground is enough to deal with. But to my surprise I had my company email high jacked. Someone fucking asshole took it from me. Something I created. Sent this bogus email out, slowing my progress down. I had to change my email, get a new bank account, call the business association, and cried for like an hour. Why do people not even consider how their actions will affect someone else. We're all broke in this economy. Why steal?

2nd- Why does shit cost so much? I spent $200 at the grocery store, and still don't have enough to make a decent meal for my family. I live in a shit hole, so that we can save money, and haven't saved enough to make a difference. We still have to pay our mortgage in a house we don't live in. Where does it stop?

3rd- Losers always get the easy rode. Some people have no importance to anyone. They do nothing to help, or create a better place for anyone. But still they get everything handed to them. I work hard every day, but people like let's call them Kim, get to sleep all fucking day, eat shit they haven't paid for, vacation without any regards to the cost, and shop freely. When I can't buy a new bra, because shit cost so much, and the losers always get ahead.

4th- Why do crazy people always take it out on the innocent? When I saw the news this morning, and heard that a man just walked into a gym killing 4 women, and injuring 11 I was mortified. Because he was a lonely man, had no friends, he decided to kill people. That is just CRAZY! Get SOME HELP!!!! Seek out someone. You can't even get a workout because someone may kill you. It makes you want to just move into a lonely area, grow your own food, throw away the computer, and home school your kids.

5th- Is leaving walking away? I have always wanted to help the world. Make a difference. But lately I have just been shown that one really cares whether they affect anyone. I have truly considered taking my family away from all this nonsense. My daughter is a very bright little girl, but she picks up some on the ugliest habits right from TV. So maybe I should just get rid of them all. If we moved on a farm, grew our food, read tons of books to her, got her some animals to play with, showed her life isn't about all this silly stuff, maybe that is the change of the world.

I am actually going crazy with all the nonsense that is happening in the world. Everyone lies: and most people could careless about anything that's not directly related to helping them. I'm done with this poison society. I will not let this madness taint my soul. I will not!

Will you?