Let's be honest, it's nice to be single.
I hear the cries for a partner, and the need to have someone there when it's to dark, but it's nice being single.
Wondering what brought this one? Jetblue. Yes, Jetblue the airlines.
There having this great sale, allowing you to fly for $10 each way. So course me being me, I jumped up and started looking for tickets anywhere. I found some! Me, my daughter & husband could have flown to Boston. MA for $64.59. And what was my husbands response... silence. His stupid look of it's not happening. Why? What's wrong with jumping when life allows you too? What's wrong with going somewhere with no destination, just because you can? When I was single, I had a great life. I traveled just because I was bored. I ate out almost every night of the week. Everything was fun. Dancing, parties, happy hour, friends, mini mini vacations, and a clean house. I miss the freedom of single life. Now everything is planned, scheduled, & approved. I have to fight with my husband just to go to the ballet. It just fucking sucks that freedom really goes away with marriage. And don't get me wrong I LOVE my family, but I also loved my single life. She aided me date nights, cute clothes, free movies, and a quite night when I wanted it.
Single life is like a one night stand. We all have done it, and maybe even lied about it. But the thrill is forever lustful, and welcomed. We all want that feeling to never leave, but we know it's a short thing and well you just can't live with a one night stand... she likes freedom. And I have settled down.
I sit here in a dark room, upset that my tomorrow is already planned & I know that plane will leave without me. FUCK!!!!!
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