When I get lonely,
I lash out.
When I get lonely,
I reach out... maybe to someone or something else.

I'd really like a smoke right now. Cigarettes are fun to smoke when your lonely,
depressed,
upset,
hungry.
I'm lonely.

I miss when you use to touch me when we slept.
I miss when you would look into my eyes, while we talked.
Shit I miss talking to you...
now we scream.

When I get lonely,
I stray.
When I get lonely,
I cry.
When get lonely,
I create anything to keep my mind busy... full.

I miss when you wanted to give me your time.
I miss having afternoon sex.
I miss having a friend, a partner.

Every woman needs attention from her partner.
Full attention, and that doesn't mean you all over me,
but at least giving me so real attention and time.
I don't want to just be yours when your ready to fuck.
I don't want to be just yours when my smile seems to attract others.
I don't want to be yours when you need you resume sent out.
I want to be yours all of the time.

AND I WANT SOME TIME.
REAL MUTHAFUCKIN' TIME.

EAT SHIT & DIE!
I'm tired of being lonely.